Tonight.  Design Star HGTV,   10pm (or 7pm).  
anxiety,   anxiety.  ick.  
There is a lot of the criticism of the show that you don’t know who we are as people or as designers.  And that sucks.   Being a big ‘take other peoples small perception of you in your own hands’ kinda person,    I’m wondering if this week I should help you get to know me.
Most of you who read this probably get my style as a stylist or designer and if not,   check out the blog archives,   starting January 1st,   2010 (otherwise known as the-day-I-woke-up-and-decided-to-stop-caring-about-what-other-people-think-and-start-to-take-control-of-my-career,   you know,   that national holiday.)  From January to June it was all about style and design – and since June i’ve done frequent behind the scenes,   design star posts as well.  
But,   as far as who I am as a person??
If you want:
It’s gonna get personal.  
i’m talking details about:   
growing up way out in the country in a coastal town with 5 siblings in Oregon,    
growing up Mormon,   (and how me becoming um,   un-mormon went down),  
What i did,   (and didn’t do),   while living in New York in my 20’s.  
and why the he** I live in Los Angeles.  
Does this interest you?  Or is it too self-indulgent?  
Should I keep this blog only style/design-based?
                        
                                        
                                    
                        